I guess I had a choice this morning whether or not I should've taken my bus to school at 9:00 a.m. Missing a pretty important class, but I feel confident enough that I'll do well even if I miss it this one time. Problem is that ...no actually there's no problem. I was going to say he doesn't post his notes up online but if I read the text book I'll be well prepared for the upcoming test anyway. So It's all good.

Last night I ate some spicy food and now I have this horrible heart burn feeling. Stomach hurts, not that much, but it feels uncomfortable. My hair was still wet and I didn't want to go out with wet hair. It's -20 outside feeling colder with windchiil. Different factors on why I didn't take my bus this morning. I woke up at a good time, and was well prepared too. I wasn't feeling distressed or lazy. I just didn't feel like heading out.

Listening to a lot of Dr. Dre and Mos Def at the moment. Earlier I was listening to AKB48 for a while...what went wrong there?

I feel like my brain just hit reset. Like brain dead but not really since I have no reason to feel this way because I went to bed pretty early last night. Had a pretty good nights sleep. Didn't drink or anything like that. I should be fine and upbeat right now. But I just don't want to think hard right now.

I'm still going to my afternoon classes. Listening lab for Mandarin. Handing in an assignment for Linguistics. Have to study for my Semantics test Tomorrow. Covering two chapters tomorrow which isn't too bad.

That's all, just another boring day.

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I think I'm going to be... Pregnant. Eek!!

My cousin moving in with us came all so suddenly. I didn't really do much to prepare for her arrival. Just thought I'd get things ready in time for when she was already here. I feel like my house has changed a lot. I'm mo longer in my own room which was my little haven. I now share a room with my cousin . I don't mind her company at all but sometimes I really prefer to be alone. Sometimes i wish things were they way they used to be but i guess it alll just takes time getting used to everything .

A lot of stuff happened in this month alone . I was too busy and wasn't able to blog about my experiences. I'm going to keep this short and simple because I'm typing thus via iPhone and typing doesn't come very easily with this.

From what I can recall I got my iPhone on the first day of February. Have not paid my bill yet its not late so it's all good. I still have to pay my old phonebill which is a day late but I have to fix up some issues with that first.

School not doing too well this month. I didnt do all that great on any Of my midterms . Reading is almost over so I'm going to use the time that I have left to really study.

I got my hair trimmed and colored after maybe a year of not coloring it. I can already see my roots a little bit which is good because now i can actually see how much my hair is growing. I'm really desperate for long hair.

My cousin has come to live with us! It's pretty awesome. We get alone really well and have a lot in common . We actually talked for a long time last night about how my lifes been like for he last few months. I have to say that her being here has made things a lot better And she's so positive and it's contagious which is really great

That I find this ring to be somewhat annoying? I don't even want to wear it sometimes. Is it supposed to help remind me of him since it's always there? I feel restrained.

Just talked on the phone with Melissa. Every time we have these little midnight chats we always talk about our relationships. Usually about the con's and how confusing it is to deal with our guys. But it's so different when we're actually with our guys. It's like we can't live without them. 

My family has begun to talk more reasonably with each other about our problems today. We didn't talk very long but we were able to talk calmly and not just have my fathers final say on everything. 

My brother also told my mother and I (only us) that his girlfriend has been going through severe clinical depression. I was able to empathize to what he told us since I was going through the same thing for a while. Luckily things are getting better on my end so I just want to help out my brothers girlfriend now too. I'm actually not too surprised because I was like her when I was depressed so I sort of saw it coming. When my brother told my mother and I in the car he sort of hesitated to tell us so I was worried he was going to tell us something else serious. Like she was pregnant or something. hahah I think I would've fainted while driving. I literally asked my brother if I should pull over because I wouldn't have been able to handle it. My brother's 17 mind you so it would've been really shocking. 

Also today is my boyfriends birthday. Happy Birthday. lol It was a short lunch date at Baked expectations where everything was a little too sweet for our taste but it was nice just being together. We've gone through so much and every time we feel like our relationship is hitting it's ultimate low, we always find ourselves again and make up. I'm really thankful and lucky I have him as a boyfriend and any hardships I experience he always wants to help me overcome it. And even though it was his birthday today, he bought me a ring. 

The first ring he bought me I lost in Toronto. Tony also lost his GPS. For his birthday I bought him a GPS. So today we both replaced what each lost.