December 4, 2011

• Since Friday, that guy from work has kept talking to me every time he caught me working alone at my store. 
  The more we talked the more it seemed his being nice and understanding was all just a front. 
  He kept asking me what I was doing after work. He kept urging me to text him.
  At first he was like "oh, I'm not trying to pressure you or anything."
  but now he's being quite persistent.. and I feel a bit bothered it. 

  Today, I asked some of my seniors at work what they knew about him. None of them liked him. They said he was trouble. 
  That's what the Asian adults said anyway. The other adults said I should just see what he's like first before I make any sort of judgements.
  I'll go and have coffee with him. But I don't want to lead him on. 
  I'm a nice girl. Sometimes too nice. And guys often think I'm interested in them when I'm not. They tend to misinterpret things. 

  Last night I met up with my ex. After only a month of not seeing eachother.
  It was okay. I was all smiley when I first saw him just because I thought it was amusing.
  I first intended on making the meeting all serious but I couldn't keep a straight face. 
  He tried to hold my hand and told me a bunch of sappy stuff that I didn't want to hear. 
  I think he's taking the whole break up harder than I am. I don't want to go back with him.
  And now I'm beginning to think our meeting wasn't a very good idea.

  I don't miss him. After last night, I don't feel like seeing him again anytime soon. 
  But he sent me a text tonight. I don't feel obligated to text him back. Or want to see him. 
  Last night was just another night for me. But with him, it was like he was taking me back as his girl friend.

  I can't talk to these guys anymore.  

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