April 14, 2011
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Tonight I'm a wreck. I went to school late to study for my final. It was pretty productive despite being totally distracted with other thoughts. After studying I went to get some decaf coffee from Tim hourtons. I'm starting to think it wasn't decaf because I'm feeling a little wired right now but maybe it's just all in my head. Then I went to watch 'Your Highness' by myself. I thought it would help prove to myself that I could handle watching a movie on my own buy I honestly felt really awkward and anxious. Maybe it was the coffee. Or maybe because the movie was really bad. What a waste of $10. Also spent $5 on popcorn which I spilled half of before the movie even started. I headed to shoppers then gas station and arrived home around 12. I guess hanging out by myself just feeds my misery of being single. I know hanging out with my friends and family will help me cope with the break up. But right now, I don't really feel like forgetting about him. Efforts on trying to just makes me feel a whole lot worse. I miss him.. Really pathetic, I know. I was the one to break it off to because I was too afraid of settling.
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